I never cared much for Tom Petty back when I was addicted to pop music in the 80s. That Alice in Wonderland video was constantly in rotation and it simultaneously annoyed and appealed to me, but annoyance must have won because I never bought the record. I don’t think I knew that Dave Stewart from the Eurythmics wrote that song. He was the caterpillar in the video. The two are great friends.
It was only a few months ago that I started thinking about Tom Petty as a previously untapped source of musical entertainment. Nicki Minaj can only take me so far. I now love Runnin’ Down a Dream. Who could have predicted? It’s in my boot camp playlist. Petty seeped into my consciousness like swamp water in a leaky fishing boat; became interesting to me in a way I was blind to decades ago, obsessed as I was with bands like Duran Duran, Depeche Mode and The Thompson Twins. Even in my classic rock-loving moments, listening to Led Zeppelin, the Doors, Pink Floyd and AC/DC, Tom Petty was never really a consideration. Maybe if he looked like Jim Morrison pre-bloat, things would have flowed otherwise…
When I saw that Netflix had a Tom Petty documentary, I was all in. Four hours in, it turned out. What appealed to me first was Petty’s refusal to let the record companies take him for a ride. He sued their asses when they tried to lay claim to his songs and again when they tried raising the price of his records. As a published novelist, I raise my lighter and salute him. Single-handedly taking control of his career alone is truly badass. Total rock and roll.
Then it turned out that he is a fantastic writer who hates bullshit pop songs that say nothing and water down the entire industry. Yes sir, I’ll take two.
I related to these things, and to his childhood—suffering at the hands of an abusive father while mom was the angel. That was me early on—dad chasing me around the house with his belt during the day, mom tucking me in at night with a kiss and a snuggle.
I wanted to be a rock star for a long while—to fulfill the insatiable need to express something intense to someone who didn’t listen. That’s the equation for so many artists. But I don’t sing or play music and wasn’t good at focusing in order to learn. Plus, I’d have shit my pants if I stepped in front of an audience back then. So my art form varied from visual—filmmaking, silkscreens, paintings and design, to theatrical—my acting pursuit in the 90s, and finally to writing. First my batch of personal essays chronicling my oversexed, unsupervised youth during those asymmetrical 1980s, and then the novels.
Over the course of two days spent in involuntary imprisonment due to my daughter’s endless fever, I watched the documentary and felt a reignited passion to express myself. Particularly, like Petty, in rhyme. Because I guess deep down I’m still a wannabe rock star and might always be.
For whatever reason, my words came out not like hard rocking tunes but like nursery rhymes.
The content—SSRI side effects—juxtaposed against a cheerful rhyme—I liked it. I already visualize the book: an illustrated children’s tome that contains anything but child appropriate material inside. Kind of like Go the Fuck to Sleep. But not. But kind of.
I posted the first poem after midnight on all my social medias.
The second one I typed on my phone before I got out of bed this morning. It’s like the Rime of the Ancient Housewife:
Nice poetry! Really like the adult picture book genre. Petty is a fave of mine – you need to go back further to Damn the Torpedoes – one of his earlier albums. He wrote some great lyrics.
You’re a doll Rachel. Thank you so much. I am going all the way back. Going to listen the fuck out of Tom Petty. Also just got tickets to see Mudcrutch in June at the Fillmore. Woo! xoxoxo
You are a rock star baby. Love the poem
Thank you baby. You’re a rock star too. Let’s start a band. xoxoxox